I let him get raped.

I saw him get raped.
Each day, everyday, over and over again.
In the classroom to the playground back to his home.
I saw him get raped and I couldn't do anything; I couldn't help him.

I saw his passion get raped when he was laughed at for learning belly dance.
I saw his emotion get raped when he was called a homosexual for his passion to dance.
I saw his conscience get raped when he couldn't fight back the bullies.
I saw him get raped and God, I didn't help.

I saw his words get raped when he was mimicked; mocked at.
I saw his innocence get raped when he was excluded from the family gatherings.
I saw his beauty get raped when he draped in those drugs.
I saw him get raped and I didn't take a stand for him; I did not save him.

Today I saw him get raped for the last time.
For the last time he was raped by the knife that cut his wrist, slaughtered his hand.
Each day he was raped with humiliation, vindictiveness.
To all the rapists, his bloodied body was the reply.
I still couldn't help but let him get raped.
I let him get raped by the society, by me; by you!

Let me fall.

Let me fall,
Let me fall off that cliff or to the arms of the man who I desired since ages.

Let me fall of the shore into the beach and fall for the oceanic eyes of a complete strangers.

Let me fall,

Let me fall without telling me it's too hard, too heartbreaking to fall.
Let me fall like I've never felt before.

Let me love.

Let me fall,
Let me fall the mask off my face which hid me so long.
Let me fall short of friends for being the me I was supposed to be.
Let me fall unencumbered by the society, without being told how to fall, when to fall.

Let me fall,
Let me fall for my devastation, for my paper-bound ego.
Let me fall on the risk of myself.
Let me fall regardless my age.

I've been told for so long, not to fall in love, not to fall asleep recklessly, not to fall in a strangers arms.
But today, let me fall. 

Let me fall onto anything I desire.

Let me fall without stopping me.
Let me fall for myself, for my satisfaction.
Cut the rope and let me fall.
Let me fall for once, let me fall a bit more.