Monday, 25 January 2016

Love at first sight.

Love at first sight? 
'PEHLI NAZARKA PYAR' 'HEY I JUST MET YOU, AND THIS IS CRAZY' 'PEHLI NAZAR ME KAISA JADU KARDIYA' 'FIRST DANCE.' 
This all sounded so funny to me. How could anyone fall in love with a person they just met, infact saw. I used to laugh at people who cribbed about being in love because love, According to me was, an amnesia that makes a person sleep deprived and takes away all the peace. I never used to believe in love. I used to believe it's a personal choice to fall in love. 
But then I realized there was so much to discover inlove. 
I, a bibliophile who could see right through your superficial promises of forever, the one who cried and screamed for baloons and chocolates and roses. The one who'd prefer a book based cafe anyday over a disc.  The messy hair maniac who'd talk about dogs n cats n Elephants for endless hours. I was the one who could shatter all your stereotypes and break the group over which all you beliefs stand, the one who could make you question your own perspective. 
I was never a tipsy girl instead I was the bold girl who'd challenge your each step. The one who would seek hysterical happiness in traveling. The one who'd collapse so quick that I could question my own existence.
But then, there you were. In a room full of strangers passing fake smiles and compliments, there were you not ao bibliophile. You came forward and greeted me with a hie, and oh shit, I almost skipped a beat. It was magic. You meeting me, nothing less than magic. The urge to look at you got stronger. 
Love isn't really a choice afterall. 
I got to know about you.
You were a believer of forever. The one who'd consider me a typical kid for buying those gas baloons. The one with the perfect hair, always. The one who didn't fancy dogs or cats much, the one who's perspective was strong enough to break. The bold body with a soft heart. But thankfully he never liked the tipsy girls, he loved to travel and I could travel the whole world with him. 
We had so much in common yet had nothing in common. 

My perspective of seeing love at first sight as a notion based on how attractive the person is, changed. 
It all sounds like a fairytale, no? 
But I didn't own him, perhaps I can never. 
But his name echoes in my brain every now and then. 
I felt so let down thinking it was just me, thinking its all one sided.
The stories made by my brain told me, I was bothering him. 
I shouldn't have felt this way, but anyhow I did. 
So I really hoped it wasn't the endline of the story, I wish it was the very first page of the very first chapter because it had been months since that day, and I think I want enchanted to meet him. 
Yes I believed in love at first sight, because I believed in the possibilities of "us".

2 comments:

  1. Exactly How It Feels. I love the way you use words that express how a situation makes you feels. Amazing. ❤

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