THERE I STAND.

There I stand wide awake,
I stand beside a dry lake,
My heart is full of remorse and pain,
Thinking about you as my loss or gain.
There I stand and wait for you,
But still the sky doesn't appear blue.

In the dusk I stand just to see you,
The moments I feel weak are really few.
But then you come infront of my eyes,
Intoxicating me with lust and joy.
Why don't you come here?
My heart wants you to take your share.
So I'm still standing beside the dry lake,
And there I am wide awake.