I don't know where my life is taking me without you. They say, we don't value anything until it's lost, today I want to admit how much I believe in it.
The time I've spent with you feels like forever, an eternity and today you're gone.
Not like lost in the shadows of past or in some distant dream but out of reach, in some far away land.
When we were together doing whatever random things we used to do, I'd tell you, how I didn't like you, Even a cent and it wouldn't bother me if you ever left me. How much I want to take my words back, because I miss you, like anything in world.
Whenever we used to fight or have an argument, a battle of sarcastic comments, irritating each other to the core, or whenever I was mad at you, never had I wondered where the box of Ferrero Rocher came from. I think I should've thanked you then for pampering me so much, for getting me whatever I've ever asked.
And how can I never get over the overly protective phase of yours where you'd tell me not to socialize to a particular person because you know the downsides of everything. Yes I hated you back then for poking your nose into anything I'd ever do and I still do, but in some unknown ways, I think it has helped me grow.
And I also wish I had apologized earlier for wearing your T-shirts always but nothing has ever been more comfortable than that.
Today When I see your room and pictures hung on the wall, I realize how much I miss you.
You aren't just a brother but you are a mother to me.
You're building your dreams today and traveling the world, away from me, away from your family but this time when you'd come back, you'll see a box of Rocher on your bed with the blueberry cake you love the most.
This time when you'll come back, I will tell you what I've never said to you before, I'll tell you how much I love you. I'll tell you this because I've never had a chance before (Because I was always busy irritating you), you're the world's best; World's best brother ; Best friend ; Best hommie; Best family. I will always love- Hate that cute little adorable face of yours.
You are The worlds best element.
The time I've spent with you feels like forever, an eternity and today you're gone.
Not like lost in the shadows of past or in some distant dream but out of reach, in some far away land.
When we were together doing whatever random things we used to do, I'd tell you, how I didn't like you, Even a cent and it wouldn't bother me if you ever left me. How much I want to take my words back, because I miss you, like anything in world.
Whenever we used to fight or have an argument, a battle of sarcastic comments, irritating each other to the core, or whenever I was mad at you, never had I wondered where the box of Ferrero Rocher came from. I think I should've thanked you then for pampering me so much, for getting me whatever I've ever asked.
And how can I never get over the overly protective phase of yours where you'd tell me not to socialize to a particular person because you know the downsides of everything. Yes I hated you back then for poking your nose into anything I'd ever do and I still do, but in some unknown ways, I think it has helped me grow.
And I also wish I had apologized earlier for wearing your T-shirts always but nothing has ever been more comfortable than that.
Today When I see your room and pictures hung on the wall, I realize how much I miss you.
You aren't just a brother but you are a mother to me.
You're building your dreams today and traveling the world, away from me, away from your family but this time when you'd come back, you'll see a box of Rocher on your bed with the blueberry cake you love the most.
This time when you'll come back, I will tell you what I've never said to you before, I'll tell you how much I love you. I'll tell you this because I've never had a chance before (Because I was always busy irritating you), you're the world's best; World's best brother ; Best friend ; Best hommie; Best family. I will always love- Hate that cute little adorable face of yours.
You are The worlds best element.
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