"Yes, I've heard about you. And yes, neither of the things were good", I sighed.
"And you're still with me, there by my side. How do you manage it all? Aren't you scared I might turn out like they all say?" Asked Roan.
Under the moonlight with romantic music on and red wine, we talked.
We talked unlike others, but the rumours had it all wrong. I kind of get it, you know. Who wouldn't want to believe that a girl and a guy, together all night would've done nothing but talked. Sometimes I feel so sad that we let the rumours decide who we are. We let a bunch of jealous people full of hate decide what kind of a person we are.
"I am scared, Roan. I'm scared. But fear and trust are two completely different feelings. I fear what others say could turn out to be true. But I know I love you, and I would want to risk it all for you. I trust you." I could not tell what was he thinking. I don't remember him saying anything about this but asking me to dance with him. Our steps, they matched as if we were to complete each other. Okay, that's a lie. We danced terribly. But it was the best dance of my life. And after a while he kissed me on my forehead and told me he loved me. Yes, it was just a forehead kiss, nothing sensual. I'm sorry to disappoint you but our love was more than just a physical touch and definitely more than what you heard. We spent a lot of time gazing the stars, talking about life; What he wanted and what I wanted. Turned out he wanted my happiness and I wanted him to live.
To be continued....
"And you're still with me, there by my side. How do you manage it all? Aren't you scared I might turn out like they all say?" Asked Roan.
Under the moonlight with romantic music on and red wine, we talked.
We talked unlike others, but the rumours had it all wrong. I kind of get it, you know. Who wouldn't want to believe that a girl and a guy, together all night would've done nothing but talked. Sometimes I feel so sad that we let the rumours decide who we are. We let a bunch of jealous people full of hate decide what kind of a person we are.
"I am scared, Roan. I'm scared. But fear and trust are two completely different feelings. I fear what others say could turn out to be true. But I know I love you, and I would want to risk it all for you. I trust you." I could not tell what was he thinking. I don't remember him saying anything about this but asking me to dance with him. Our steps, they matched as if we were to complete each other. Okay, that's a lie. We danced terribly. But it was the best dance of my life. And after a while he kissed me on my forehead and told me he loved me. Yes, it was just a forehead kiss, nothing sensual. I'm sorry to disappoint you but our love was more than just a physical touch and definitely more than what you heard. We spent a lot of time gazing the stars, talking about life; What he wanted and what I wanted. Turned out he wanted my happiness and I wanted him to live.
To be continued....
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